as of right now musically... i am in a current situation where i am being asked to create a "buzz" for myself as an artist... and this is a term used in the music biz where they feel that a certain local or regional awareness/hype for an artist determines ones ability to sell records... and i guess thats true to a certain point in regards to the theory of "supply-and-demand"... but understand that there are artist that are on major record labels... who have an over whelming "buzz" and that doesnt …

i always talk about people i know and i only aim to share the truth as i see it... in a attempt to gain a mutual understanding... but unfortunately i deal with a large number of folks in my day to day "real-life" that form opinions about me and what i should do and how i should act as if my goal was to please them! and make them happy... hahaha (im not laughin at you)... but for 1 if your happiness is dependent on what i do i feel sorry for you cuz you should not be paying attention to me at all... so …

for yaw that know me yaw know that i only address the positive... and remain in the glow of positive energy and to be lured out of that for any reason is a kinda like a loss of self control... but for 1 time only i will address how i see a "hater" becuz believe it or not... i have many haters and had many haters... for many years on all types of levels... yeah even the very poor, hates the fairly poor... but hating to me is and admission of defeat, it is an consent of being conquered... so when a "hater" …

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peace kings and queens hear me out before you judge as i am always on the side of the people and my country as they have provided everything for us (literally)... and dont get me wrong i do know that alot of the rap world leans toward the block. and im really really from the block and they already know how i am on one and i always been like this.. but can we all atleast agree that if the hood ran things we would be in some real trouble... cuz who would build and design buildings, roads, bridges and cars, …

i amaze my family all the time and people that know me know that i am a christian soldier foreal... and that is cuz he has brought me through so much... that i know he i real... as real as my heart beats.. as real as every human, animal, fish, bird or tree lives with out help and it is obvious something has started this and something keeps it goin on... i feel that we can all agree on this and in this day and age we must understand that GOD makes no mistakes... he is perfect he is my reason for livin... …

some girls move to fast... i got a pretty lil shorty that i pulled off of facebook and i started off by IMing her directly... with no warm up "intro" messages no nothin... and sheez cool and approachable and plus she know me... or at least of me... cuz my sis and bro-law be makin they moves... so i get that hand-me-down fame at times... and so i tell her that i think she kinda fly and she like oh really and then i tell her that she can call me daddy and she like fasho daddy... and then i started to feel …

i never had a chance to explain what the dream was... and so people just ran with it thinkin it was to be rich and famous... and thats definitely not it as i was happy jus workin as i had true friends, family, and some pretty girls that i could call my own... but really the dream i had was kinda weird as i went to sleep one time at work... haha yeah it happens to the best of us... but i had a 10 minute nap that seemed to last for 2 years... and in the dream i was chillen with tupac as GOD had introduced …

These times are very hard for us, good-common-people... where current 18 day work furloughs (equivalent to a months pay) for all classified personel and faculty across the board, are being proposed to prevent "massive" layoffs within the state of California board of education, DMV, Department of corrections, county and city court buildings and many more jobs... will most likely send 70% of the families that these jobs support... into a "severe financial hardship" forcing many to look for additional …

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this youngin that im typin wit hahaha and i call it typin becuz she is what i call a level 4 chick where i only text her... never call her until she call me to say.. hey babe im outside, and then im like ok imma come outside to open the gate... but N-E-ways i took her down some months ago... (GOD understands that his child is a rascal sometimes) but i stopped talkin to her cuz she started makin demands to talk on the phone sometimes and go out... instead of only bein took down... but i tell her that we …