a lot of people do not know that i used to be a football player for like 12 years which is my first true love... and i started only getting serious about rappin after severely breaking my leg and havin the time to write and record... but even till this day my music and personal conduct is laden with "football principals" that i rely on for success... and the position i played was running-back so my timing and anticipation is still some what impeccable... but the reason for this blog is about team work.. …

i know for a fact that i am a survivor of life's struggles and the struggles of the spirit... and i do know that i have had a great deal of help along the way... pretty much the entire way even beofre i seen my very first day... all from GOD's blessing and the protection of the Angels... as i can see their hands on so so many things in my life and in the the whole world... especially things that are blatantly obvious and so i fall to my face in worship on a daily... but i wanna also give thanks to the …

as of right now musically... i am in a current situation where i am being asked to create a "buzz" for myself as an artist... and this is a term used in the music biz where they feel that a certain local or regional awareness/hype for an artist determines ones ability to sell records... and i guess thats true to a certain point in regards to the theory of "supply-and-demand"... but understand that there are artist that are on major record labels... who have an over whelming "buzz" and that doesnt …

i always talk about people i know and i only aim to share the truth as i see it... in a attempt to gain a mutual understanding... but unfortunately i deal with a large number of folks in my day to day "real-life" that form opinions about me and what i should do and how i should act as if my goal was to please them! and make them happy... hahaha (im not laughin at you)... but for 1 if your happiness is dependent on what i do i feel sorry for you cuz you should not be paying attention to me at all... so …

for yaw that know me yaw know that i only address the positive... and remain in the glow of positive energy and to be lured out of that for any reason is a kinda like a loss of self control... but for 1 time only i will address how i see a "hater" becuz believe it or not... i have many haters and had many haters... for many years on all types of levels... yeah even the very poor, hates the fairly poor... but hating to me is and admission of defeat, it is an consent of being conquered... so when a "hater" …